Forgetful Innocence It has been 2 years since I left him, but I can still see his face behind my eyelids. I can still hear his voice and feel his breath when I try to fall asleep. Leaving me lying awake next to my red haired master. He saved my life, but I still chose to forget. It wasn't my choice anyway. I may have just been a tool, but it was the first time I actually was understood by anyone. He saw things the way I did, and I saw them his way as well. It was almost like we shared the same wave length, and I left because I wanted my friend to be happy. Was that the wrong thing to do? Adam, where are you now?Forgetful Innocence by BloodyEyes913
What Does This Mean? Lately I've noticed myself growing distant from the world yet again. There is no order in my life anymore, and it almost scares me. There are some days where I find myself staring off into space just contemplating my future and happiness. On top of that I noticed I've started cutting ties with my friends one by one in attempts to stabilize my depression. I've even grown more distant from my sister, and I feel more alone than before. It makes me wonder if I'll ever be happy again. It makes me wonder if this is all I can do. It almost hurts to look at what I've left only last year. It's almost painful to remember fighting alongside my friends in the FTC, or teaching new fencers how to properly hold the blade. It frightens me that I might not ever feel those joys again. Is this what I have to do as an adult? Throw away my past and start a new? I've worked hard to get what I had in high school, and now it's all gone. High school was the first place I ever had REAL friends andWhat Does This Mean? by BloodyEyes913
Dark Beauty Story Guide to Fantasy Culture ElvinDark Beauty Story Guide to Fantasy Culture by BloodyEyes913
Allini - male elf [I tried to find if there were actual names but I decided to make them up instead]
Illini - female elf [I tried to find if there were actual names but I decided to make them up instead]
Dark Beauty Episode 2 Eight of us were summoned, and gathered in the elder's estate; I was one of them. When inside we were lead to the court in the center of the great hall, where we were met by elder Ligorn.Dark Beauty Episode 2 by BloodyEyes913
"As you know we are living in fear from the Spider Guard, but our safety is not garenteed. Even being this far from the swamps will pose no problem to them and it will only be so long that our city will once again fall by their hands." Elder Ligorn spoke in a dull foreboding tone that obviously told us that we didn't have much time left. "You eight are the strongest elves in our community, and because of that, I must send you for this task."
A thin illini with golden hair stepped forward, "But sir, you need us here more than on a mission."
"That is where you are wrong Urifi. You are the only ones strong enough to face the task at hand, and only on it's completion may we ever see peace in our land again." His heavy voice appeared to make he